Shut myself off from this world...
Sitting in the corner with my legs curled...
Slowly, becoming the odd type of girl...
Losing the precious qualities like of a pearl....
Never thought things would complicate...
The stubborn me, tried going against fate...
Did things I always thought of as low rate...
Pushed away the warmth, pushed away my soul mate....
Did terrible things, earned nothing but hate....
And before I realize, it was too late…
Lost my chances to fix every thing...
Took too long to realize and think....
It won’t help, I know, my tears are at the brink...
It’s silent, the phone that once used to continuously ring..
Promised them, the happiness I will bring..
But it was nothing more than a one night fling..
Overly-confident, “why do you always cling?”...
Couldn’t imagine the hatred it’d bring….
Life’s challenges I was supposed to face....
The precious things I was supposed to protect and embrace....
The support I had had to win that race, the way I made my
way up with grace....
Lost them all because of life’s one phase..
The dreams I was supposed to chase,
Without getting entangled and lost in this maze..
Focus on the spark that ignited inside me and turn it into a
blaze,
Without shifting my gaze..
Be attentive to my target and stay unfazed…
Took it all for granted not noticing the haze....
Minutes turning into hours into days...
Tik tok ..
Tik tok..
And it hit me like a rock...
All the once free emotions got locked...
The sudden flashbacks, my all attempts failed to block…
GUILT.. REGRET.. SHAME.....
Piled up inside me in stocks..
“Guess I lost everything for real!”, could think of nothing
else , to my end as I walked......
